June 26, 2008

Just some news in general, got our S. check, gonna get a laptop. D's upgrading his old desktop. Finished a new playset for the shop...think ladybugs....Still a few more things I wanna work on before I stock again, but I need a few tiny things to get started. Keep having the weirdest dreams where I've been locked up somewhere & nobody will tell me why. I don't know if it's govt or kidnappers or what, but it's scary. :( So insomina is kicking in, I guess in the back of my mind I don't want to sleep. I got my HAIR CUT! The 1st time in close to 2-3 years I think. It's mid back length now, seems so short though. But it's a bit cooler & more manangeable. At least it's even & the split ends are gone. I've had NO sales, Kayden's still not "talking". Maybe I think, I should give the whole wahm thing up & get a real job, put him in daycare to be around other kids. But then, I'll regret it later, when he's grown, the time I could have, should have spent with him. Guess I'm just down... The pic here is just a magnolia on the tree in the frint yard.