I can type whatever I want cause I am truely ALONE in the universe...What to do, what to do? Bills behind, no funds at all now, not even making it paycheck to paycheck..can't find a job & no spare gas money to keep looking, no sales, no help, no advice even from online. Tired of them calling over & over again...damn it ppl, don't you think if we had money to pay, you'd been paid already?! All my friends in real life move away, I am not even going to make friends with anyone anymore, not worth the hassle or sadness later when they are gone. I suck anyways, so depressed...I can't figure out a solution to all these problems, I want to go the dr so bad, the headaches get worst & worst, i couldn't even see the other day. it's like an pointy end of icepick is stuck in my head instead of bone. But who's got money for more tests? I don't even have insureance. I just wish they'd go away forever, i can't function sometimes..stupid head injuries. Then others are like, go get ssi...heck, i know a few ppl who NEED theirs and can't even get it, gov't don't help nobody like me & mine.