It's just 8am, haven't been up long. Had a dream have to get it down cause like all dreams the details are already fading away...

Tommy called me on the phone. Can't remember where I was. He'd told me No, of course he was alive, it was all a big misunderstanding, that wasn't really him that got buried. Ithink I wass longer on the phone, but can't remember what all else he said, just near the end of dream.  Next in the dream I remember going to holiday inn express, which I used to worked maintenance at like 5-6 years ago. I was telling all the housekeepers as I came in how happy I was and I wasn't staying cause Tommy was BACK! That he wasn't really dead, that that was all wrong, he was alive!  Fast forward, I'm with Tommy, Tasha, the kids too, don't know where Dwane or my own kids were, and know already can't even remember if they were in it at all.  The outside is their old house downtown, from before Cammie was even born, that house was torn down for duplexes a few years back. But I think inside was Tommy grandmas old place on gordon hwy. Tommy's wearing some blue jeans and a plaid gray shirt. I ran up & hugged him and started apologizing for all the times I'd ever been rude to him, I never really meant it, I was so sorry, it was only cause I loved Tasha I'd ever actted like that. And he said..I know you Rhonda and I know you never could hate someone. I love you little siter come give me a hug already! look how long I've been gone. So I ran up & hugged him and I could almost smell colonge on him & I could hear their kids running around us , yeah daddy's back! And Tasha standing beside us. Then he took me by the shoulders and set me back all of  a sudden, looked me straight in the eyes and said- I'm not really back, I can't be, but I am watching... I know you all love me, don't worry about it. 

There was smething else he was saying, but it faded before I could hear, Dwane woke me up since Kayden was awake & I didn't seem to hear anything. When he asked me why I was crying, I was like, it was a bad dream, no, it was a good dream, just bad waking up. So he's gone to work, I still feel sick, and now just sad.