Just a quick blog. Did some stuff this weekend. Went to Olive Forge, got some soap & some thoughts together. It's always so peaceful out there. Plus M & D are so kind and make me feel so welcome. Plus I ALWAYS learn something new out there about herbs and plants or lore. And I love to learn new things above anything else I can do for myself...other than cuddle my baby, got to enjoy that while I can.  When to my SIL house for my MIL, Wanda's birthday. We grilled out & had alot of fun. Even played my guitar at Wanda's request. :)  My SIL, Jenny, will find out next month what the baby is (hopefully) and has decided to cloth diaper! Yippeee to that. Working on all the descriptions for my stocking today (and yesterday), that's harder for me than coming up with the ideas for the item itself. Weird huh? Mike came over yesterday and laid down a couple tracks of the song he wrote for Tommy. I'm trying to convince myself that sitting around feeling sad that he is gone, although I can't help it, cause everyone that knows me, but didn't know him, it's like they can just TELL something is wrong or bothering me, mostly because they ask. Is it that easy to see? Jezzz man. But he loved having fun, he was so dang funny, and he'd be pissed to know we had put a brake on our lives because of him. We all just got to learn to go on without him in our lives, like Tammy said. So going to work with learning to use the potty again this week. Our diapers have about had it, but have been using them over a year. Gotta work my behind off today, got to have my bills caught up by the 13th or they are getting cut off. :(