So yesterday was hectic, but I did convince the bill people to once more give us an extension. So until next Friday, not too many worries with that, nothing will be cut off. Only ONE sale yesterday, my big one year anniversary..big whoop huh? fat lot of good it did, still don't know how we're gonna get groceries. Man, I  was hoping I'd make enough at least for food this week. And I didn't mean that, I'm grateful for that sale.

And sad, so sad, my SIL Jenny lost her baby through miscarriage yestreday.  Sometimes I think all the bad crap around me must be my fault, I try so hard to be a good person, what could have cause this karma? It is my own fault I guess for thinking life was good, it had to prove me wrong or something. Sometimes it feels like I'll be down forever. :(