I'd totally forgot tomorrow was a holiday. Duh, so no mail runs. I'm fed up, so to speak, with life. mostly the crap in it. Tired of the dogs, we have banished them to outside, the cats have been banished to the laundry room...permanently. They keep pissing on things and I am SICK of it. it started after Kayden was born, I have thrown away every rug we've had, my furniture is destroyed, they do a ton of other things that make me angry to no end. I just can't take it anymore. That's it. Tonight one of them peed all over Kayden's waldorf doll...yes, they did. I washed it, hoping it would wash it out but not mess it up to bad..no such luck. He's felted, destroyed & still smells. :(  They cost enough to make, much less buy! So I guess I know now what to make Kayden for Christmas, but until then, he has no buddy anymore. :(  I'm SO upset! I have also banished my mom from my life. I refuse to suffer her anymore, I'm a grown adult with my own family. She has no right to treat me the way she does after she never took part in my life to begin with, no different than my father. So that's it, I have no parents now. I cannot allow myself to suffer because of them, they do nothing but produce negative in my life. They didn't need me when i was a kid, i don't need them now. I can and i will survive.